Bills have been piling up. But it's spring and I'm determined to be happy. Just this afternoon I closed a deal that will help the business stay afloat...a few more months. It's not enough to pay myself, but it's a win. Plus it was amazing spring day and drove down the road with the top down and the music playing. Life could be worse.As I climbed the stairs to our tiny apartment the neighbors dog barked through the door at me just like she does every time I pass."Good afternoon, Daisy," I. He smiled so easily during our conversations. Even if we were on the phone I could hear the grin through the connection. All that led to today. We had been planning, scheming, and basically been selfish. I was so desperate to see him at this point, I would have done anything to do so. We came up with the idea that he would come on his lunch, and drive the trip to my place. All well and good. I stripped the tee and shorts that I had worn to bed off, and threw them in a pile. I stepped in the. Today’s outfit was very un-librarian like, a short black dress with a low neck line and long rather puffy sleeves. I must have been giving her a look that wouldn’t fit in with the New Order respect agenda because she gave a giggle and said, “Do you like it? I’m going to a party this evening and I won’t have time to change.”I said it was lovely and hoped she had a great time. She asked why I didn’t go along too And it was only after I said, “Well, there’s the curfew...” that she said, “Oops! I’d. I'm justgoing to have to live with it. Okay?" Okay, but I just can't help but feel guilty. It's my fault that you'rea fuck bunny and soon I'm going to be sleeping with you wife, you know?" Yeah, I know, but someone might as well satisfy her. I'm a little shorton the right equipment to do it myself. Why don't we get out of here andget some sleep."They took the lantern and began walking. It was almost half an hourbefore they found the water again. Now the sun was beginning to come up.So it was.