“Melanie has had more sex partners than her dad and I, obviously, and she’s far more conservative in most areas than we are. You know she’s very...open about her sexuality, but otherwise, sadly, our daughter is a Republican. But then again, most of her friends are, including you, though I don’t think that’s going to last long. You really aren’t a Republican, but I can see the attraction Ronald Reagan would have for you, especially after Johnson, Nixon, Ford, and Carter. Unless I miss my guess,. " Thank you very much," and whisk, she was gone again, this time leaving me with a melon in each hand, a growing lump in my pants and the ever present shopping cart in front of me, blocking my way.I finally tracked her down in front of the dairy case. "Hey, I noticed that you are shopping for one, so how about compensating me for my damage by having lunch with me?" Oh, thank you very much, I love to but I must get home for a phone call."I think my disappointment was showing when I said, "Sure,. I couldn’t resist, I slid my hand up her left thigh to just under the bottom of her shorts.A month ago we had masturbated each other off – see previous blog post – but I guess she was surprised.She says “Oh my God, what are you doing?” and I said “You turned me on being so close together in your bedroom and walking around in those shorts”I moved my hand further up inside her shorts and squeezed her ass.“Come down” I said. She said” ****** is in her room” I said “I know, but she didn’t come out. ." And tell me about how it felt?" It hurt. It was painful," I replied wondering why she would ask theobvious?"Yes, of course it hurt. That was the idea. But how did it feel inside.How did it feel emotionally."Now the just listening part of staying was getting really reallydifficult. I should have left. But the memory had begun to fill me withremembered emotion."I felt shamed. I felt powerless, even as I allowed myself to do it. Ifelt that there was something wrong with me. I felt it was wrong.