I mean ... we had some good times, so I don’t regret everything. Believe me, we really had some good times, at least for me. I won’t lie, either.�...�I think that part of why we never had kids was because on some level ... you were a placeholder for Joe. I didn’t want to put any more kids through that than Katie, who I already thought was yours. Subconsciously, I just couldn’t do it. We’ve talked of kids, but it just wasn’t meant to be ... I’m so sorry, Dan. But ... we did have some good times.. We did save a little aside just in case she got homesick." I replied. There was something different about her tonight. She didn't smell of sex, her emotionless face was soft and something about her started to get my attention. She wasn't in her typical business attire."Dress down day at the office?" I asked getting up from my chair. "No. We worked a half day today and I spent the afternoon helping Linda pack." she answered. Hmmm I thought to myself. "What's going on with your play thing?" I. He used to stay near our place in Gujarat. However, he was a Casanova and a sex hunger guy. He would hit on every possible woman he found. His wife was aware of it but could not help it.He tried it on my mom, but my mom denied it and told my dad. From then our relationship with their family broke down. So when I saw him, I got freaked out. But then what came in front of me blew my mind off.Mom – (in a very calm but authoritative voice) Oh Rahul, come on, don’t behave childishly, sit here and. His eyes are darting from point to point in the kitchen. Never still – a waking R.E.M. His face itches, and he has to resist the temptation to scratch it until it bleeds. Outside is total darkness. Not just the darkness of night, but the absence of light. His is the only light of any kind for four miles, except for the lighthouse. From his bedroom he can see the arc of light sweeping across the bay, a piercing crescent racing across the sea. But other than that, nothing at all until Kilkadie. .