I lay on the bed, the adjustment was almost perfect. I clicked the dial, 4 units higher and was there. Nirvana! This bed was the most comfortable bed ...'d ever been in. With the adjustment set, I was ready for sleep. I laid my head down on the pillow, closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I slowly let the air out and let my body relax. It took no time at all before I was asleep.My internal clock woke me up at 6:00. It doesn't matter what day of the week it is, my clock wakes me up at six. I. She just stood there without saying a word. This was pure tension, as i knew she was looking at me, and taking time to enjoy it. i had almost started to lift my head up a bit to see what kind of boots or shoes she was wearing, as she ordered: Don't move, I’ll be right back. Could it be.. No way... But... My heart went into a rollercoaster ride, beating 200 bpm. I could have sworn this had been the voice of Kim, our close, long and dear friend. As i tried to discard this thought (Kim and Pierre. “That was fast.” Arif chuckled dryly. “A little background first. You know that Peytor Valsihkova had come out here to set up a deep space array, using one of the spares from the Wells as the base unit.”“I didn’t know they had finished it,” Keith said quietly.“They haven’t, or at least they haven’t connected all the instrumentation yet. However, they have been testing the equipment they have installed. Everything was routine until they brought the entire array online.”“I thought this unit was. All she did was stare and it began to make me uncomfortable. Finally, my discomfort becoming more and more pronounced, I had to get something out of her."What?" Have you ever thought of what this is doing to Becky?" What do you mean? Once she's gone, it won't matter anymore." But it will. She's going over to the next step in life and you're leaving her with the knowledge that when she goes, you will kill yourself because of her. How do you suppose that makes her feel? You are doing more to hurt.