What I mean by this is at f******n I dressed up as a women for Halloween most guys would do it as a joke, but I actually liked it it felt comforting. ...ittle did I realize why,first I thought maybe I was I was leaning towards being gay.but that did not make any sense for I was still sexually attracted to women. so I made the bad decisions of putting this issue on hold until now at the age of 33....not such a good idea lol I realize these days I do not want to be a woman just like women's panties. I used to watch a lot of porn & masturbate a lot whenever I get a chance I used to sniff ladies bra’s & panties especially my aunt’s bras & panties I used to sniff a lot & hide & see her bathing,changing dresses fantasizing her in all sorts of positions having sex with her.While this went on for a while I used to see changes in her behavior towards me.I used to take it normally & went ahead with my life.Once she called me in asked and me to unhook her bra because she was going to take bath I. - A pet? She was laughing so much she could hardly speak. - Mel help me, your husband is so stupid! I'm gonna die! - I'm sorry but you'll have to deal with his stupidity tonight, I have to deal with it every day for years. - Sorry, my humour gets worse with alcohol.I thought to myself: 'Humour'…. what a joke. - Aaaah.... I have to stop laughing so much or I'm going to have a heart attack. - Hey it's not my fault if I'm so funny. I noticed my glass was empty. - Want one more? I asked. - I'm not. It was good work and I excelled at it. I dated a fair amount, nothing serious. The women I went out with reallyliked me, but there was always something just kind of lacking with them.Some level to which I just couldn't relate. But that didn't matter aslong as I got pussy on a somewhat regular schedule.Then Kyle came into my life. He was the son of the nursing homeadministrator. Just the most adorable young man I'd ever met. Blonde andblue eyed, he had a ready smile and dimples to die for. He.