" I whispered back."Alan will be back in a minute," Jan whispered, "he's gone to get undressed, kiss me before he comes back."Turning my head I leant ...orward and kissed her lightly on the lips, to my surprise she pressed her lips tightly to mine and sighed."It's been a while," she smiled as we parted, "we had a bad experience with the last guy we picked up. That was six months ago and we haven't dared try again since. I am desperate to get laid and I can't think of anyone who I would want to. I was thrilled when you asked me to marry youand knew I could be happy with you and that you would always beattentive to my sexual satisfaction. As our married years progressed Icontinued to have the same feelings of wanting to love you as a man. Iknew you well enough that you certainly didn't appear to want a femalerole. I finally sought medical help from Dr. Edith Bauer-the doctor whogave us our supplements. She had many sessions with me. She urged me toshare my feeling with you but I was. I moved away. Samantha giggled."Quit playing footsie with my brother," said Julie."It's gross."Samantha and Julie both laughed. "So how was your datewith Megan," asked Samantha."Okay." Just okay?" Yeah, just okay." I got up and headed toward my room."Hey, don't leave," said Samantha.I closed my door then collapsed on my bed. I criedbefore falling asleep. For dinner, mom order pizza andwe ate it together in the living room while we watcheda movie. Julie was sweet to me so I figured my motherhad. Much more than the effect her mother had on me last night because I was used to adult flirtings and whether real or teasing, they were easy to deal with. This however, was something different and I was stuck for what to do or say next. She broke the spell though, again with that little laugh of hers as she pushed herself away from me and said, “Well, come on then Tom, Show me around!”I spluttered apologies and began my conducted tour of the gardens, not knowing what she would be interested in.