"I thanked him and started covertly pinching my thigh. "Why do you keep changing colors?" I asked."Every time someone in the world mentions one of my ...ncestors my fur changes color, and you can stop that. You're not dreaming. If you try to wake yourself up when you're not dreaming, you'll just look stupid."This fucking cat was actually reading my mind and continually changing colors about every thirty seconds.I tried to clear my mind of incriminating thoughts. "Who are you and what do you want. But never dared to do it even though i have leading up to experiences before. Now the other person in here is roshini who was 6 years older than me and was my cousin. Right from childhood we were not so close and shared jus a typical cousin relationship. She is happily married 10 years ago with two kids now and sexual attraction was never much there as she was married in times of my early teens and we got to meet hardly once in a year in functions. Now there is nos suspense with whom i did it. The two ladies proceeded to dip some cloth in ice water and placing them on my forehead to cool my body down. Jyoti placed her hand on my shoulder and screamed: “Ouii ma, his body is so warm”. Damini moved her hands across my chest and abs and concurred. They picked up ice from the bucket and started rubbing bare ice on my bare body. Their hands moved from my shoulders to my biceps, then from my underarms to my pecs and nipples, and finally across my abs and below my belly button.One of the. She could not imagine being so attached to another human being again. She wasn’t ready to love again. There was an empty spot in her soul. She could not imagine loving another man the way she had Jerry. She could not deal with the idea of the pain of that love turned back against her again. She couldn’t bear the idea of the pain of watching another love die. Jerry had thought that he was leaving her enough in life insurance to set her up, but it hadn’t worked out that way. Half a million.