Our hands clash and fall away as we both reach for the snarl at the same time, and then you chuckle and reach for the long auburn curl caught in the d...ll gleam of my silver chain and the zipper. Slowly, you work the hair and jewelry loose and suddenly I'm free, rubbing the sore spot on my scalp and smiling up at you. Your eyes are blue-grey like Pennsylvania slate, so dark they must turn black with emotion, set in a face that reminds me of every Viking hero I ever read about in trashy romance. She actually looked forward to coming to work in the morning. For the first time in her life she felt like she was part of something that was bigger and more important than she was.Her officemate smiled at her and said, “Today’s the day, isn’t it?”Silva nodded and looked over at the woman at the desk next to hers. Her name was Carla and, like Silva, she had an ugly brutal past. The woman had been shot in the spine during a drive-by shooting when she was a teenager. Now her body was dead from. "After a tearful night, many group hugs, and a gallon of rocky road,Tammi was ready to face another day. "No one in my family, and none ofmy friends except Sarah would have stood by me. But these girls did.They're my real sisters."(producer's note: While all the girls signed contracts allowing us toair anything that happens in the sorority house, we volunteered to editout the episode between Tammi and her father. Tammi declined, sayingshe had nothing to be ashamed of).Friday came sooner. "What website is it on, 'cos I didn't put it there!" Frances told me the address and I logged on whilst I talked to her. Sure enough, there it was, entitled "A & L from Surrey - their first time on video!" Fucking hell, I thought. If Lynda finds out she'll cut off my plums!"Where did you get my name and telephone number from?" I asked."Sonny G" she replied. "Look", she said. "It's a good video, and we're interested in signing you both up to make some for us. What do you think?" My wife would.