This continued for a few days. He was starting to think I was angry with him or something with how hard I was working at avoiding him. Towards the end...of the week, he asked me to stay up until he got home, there was something he wanted to talk to me about. My heart was pounding. There was nothing I could do about it so I just nodded my head and said I would. That was the longest night I had experienced in a long time. Ashley went to sleep around midnight and I just laid on the couch and watched. Ilooked at Peter and saw in his eyes what I had hoped to find -alook that said he had accepted what we were doing and he wantedto feel them on his body.Peter saw me looking at him and gave me a smile that confirmedmy impression.I selected some stockings and was about to go to the checkoutwhen Peter paused by a new range of Baby Doll nighties and said,"You would look good in these."What he had selected was a maroon satin baby doll with black lacetrim. The matching panties were not full but also. I turned around to look at Scott and he had a dumb awe-struck look on his face. ‘Wow’ was all he said. ‘Okay I’m ready,’ I told him. ‘Oh and you get to carry my bag.’ He snapped out of his trance, grabbed my hand, and led me out the door. He had dressed in a nice pair of slacks and a buttoned down shirt while I was getting ready, he looked good enough to eat. We were walking hand in hand through the quad to get to the parking lot, there were a few people walking about but they were pretty far. We started dating in September and just before Christmas I became pregnant. Jonathan was supportive and we agreed to keep the baby. The baby, whom we named Karen, was born in September 1989 and thankfully it was healthy. Jonathan and I made plans to marry in the summer of 1990. Financially it was not easy but our parents helped out when they could. On a freezing January morning in 1990, the 13th of January to be exact Jonathan was killed in a motorway pile-up. My world fell apart. Coping with.