And then they make you wait, usually in a nice spot from your breathing days. You stew for a little while and your guide comes to you and tell you the...r decision. If they allow you back in the body you go back to life. And if they don’t…then you become a Wanderer for as long as they tell you to, like me.” I nod thoughtfully and my brain is already working on what I’d say to these Powers when my hearing came, but first apparently I’d have to survive old pains again, that’s what Jada told me. . Her ex husband cut her clothes, and she was depressed so it was a good idea. She is attractive, blonde, perfect body, prone to summer dresses with a nice flow.We went to many clothing stores, and I suffered through some of the normal, “ya that looks so nice on you”, until we broke for lunch. After a liquid lunch, she was more animated and flirty with what she tried on and opinion seeking. She put on a micro mini, with a low cut halter, and it actually took my breath away. Seeing those perfect. ”I wrapped a large towel around me, covering myself from the top of my breasts to the my knees. I watches as sanjay came into the room carrying a large bucket of steaming water. His muscles bulged as he lifted the heavy bucket to pour the water in. We were alone in that bathroom, sanjay and i, and i was almost completely nude.“thank-you, sanjay”, i said. He turned to look at me. “is there anything more you need?” he asked, his eyes piercing straight through mine. He was standing close to me. ”. My sister has the clearest memories of this. I do not remember it at all. I know later, once school was done, we would move down to Allentown, Pennsylvania, to live with mom's sister and her husband and family. My aunt and uncle and their 4 kids. That period of time I have clear, distinct memories.Leaving. And then returning in the middle of the night. My dad mopping the kitchen floor in his underwear. He had dropped/broken/spilled something and was cleaning it up. I have no recall on this at.