I had never thought about kissing a man before as it had never really crossed my mind but to be honest it was quite a turn on as he was quite forceful...and rough with it. slowly he unbuttoned my shirt and started to tease my nipples with his tongue (something which always gets me rock hard), as I lowered his jeans and boxers his stiffening cock sprang out to attention and for a moment I stopped just to look at it, it was then that i realised i was soon going to experience what i had fantasised. So, even as her confidence has grown and she knows that I would support her in any interaction she chooses to undertake, she has not had the opportunity to act on it. I have said in previous accounts that anyone reading this would have to understand that Lady J, rarely, very rarely finds someone sexually attractive enough to comment about them, so, it’s not like she’s is going to go dogging or anything like that simply to find a “cock” to play with. In fact, the majority of the people who have. We'd been walking arm-in-arm, but I took hold of his hand when we got inside the woods; much more romantic. Not that there's anything "serious" there; we're friends-with-benefits, and have been for many years.I knew there was a side path that I was looking for, and I thought it was only a couple of minutes down the path. As we got close to where I thought it was, I got the urge for a smoke, so I get my fags out and lit one for me. Colin took the lighter to light his own, while I wandered on. At my place we settled down and started to have a conversation it soon got around to her life in her country and she explained all the trouble and money problems they have there iy was sad but i couldnt stop thinking about fucking her and thats all i could concentrate on so after listening to her for a bit i brought the conversation around to sex.This changed her whole attitude she seemed scaired and explained to me that when she was younger she was rapped by her grandfather and she hadnt had.