Then I was admitted to the hospital and sent off to the surgical ward. The next day the plastic surgeon, Mr. Nanjit Singh, visited me and we discusse... what he would be doing. First, my nose - what shape did I want? My first thought was that it should be restored to its original bulbous shape, but Jeannine vetoed that, picking out a more delicate feminine nose for me. Then the muscle band underneath the right eye needed repair and the left eyelid would need surgery too, to make it match. . ” That night, he met Nicolette back at the campus, andpicked her up. He went to the cafeteria with her, andthere were dozens of tables and chairs set up. Herelaxed as he realized that there were so many peopleno one would recognize him, or even care what he wasdoing there. It was for all the high school cheer-leaders, not just the freshmen. As he walked around with Nicolette, he looked at allher cheerleader friends. He lusted after each one asthey introduced themselves to him. Nicolette. Bad bathroom se bahr aayi toh dosto kya lag rahi thi jaise ki rani mukhraji, mai to une dekhta hi rah gaya, phir unone meri taraf smile ki aur apne balo ko sukhane lagi, unse apne blouse ke hook piche se nhi lag raha to unone mujhe hook lagane ko kaha, jaise hi maine unki pith par hath raha mera 6inch ka lund khada ho gaya, jo unone dekh liya tha aur meri taraf dekh kar smile ki,ab mere se control nhi ho paa raha tha , maine une piche se kaskar pakad kliya, aur unone bhi mujhe kaskar pakad. All these years later that pain is still real, it is still in my heart. I wish I could look into your eyes and tell you how sorry I am. I wish I could say to you one last time I love you. I pray every day you are safe…even though…”Tears trickled down my cheeks as my vision blurred. I could feel the inhuman part of my being not understanding what was happening to my body. I held Marina’s photo close to my heart, closing my eyes, “Please…forgive me.” Moments later there was an explosion,.