I teased her about becoming an escort. "Great job," she replied. Her answer brought us back a few months ago, when we would share our dreams as well a... our real life experiences, past and present. I must tell you my friend Janet is exploring the bdsm lifestyle in many ways. I know where she went and I have a very good feeling about where she is going. I felt I was long overdue about playing with her mind. That is the best online sex possible, playing with the mind; much better than camsex in. It will arrive in the mail; at his office with no message or return address. All he will know for sure is that the slut he is married to is on the tape screaming to be fucked." Okay Patty, just don't say I didn't warn you."Two days later Ralph came home from work and called for Patty and her to come into the family room."Something very disturbing happened today. I received a videotape at work today and I almost had a heart attack when I took it into the conference room and played it."She saw. It was Thursday and with us gaining an extra three hours, we had all day to reminisce. I had tickets for a Friday night Baseball game and a Sunday afternoon football game, so we had plenty of time together. We had a few cocktails and Aunt Linda took us to some of the most beautiful places I've ever seen. We all talked about the old days and family again, but there was always underlining sex talk and jokes and I got the impression that neither one was happy about their sex life. We stopped. Whilst refusing to accept a long-term relationship, my happy experience with Roy made me want it. It was a struggle between the fear of being hurt once more and the desire to love and be loved as Roy and I had. This was the situation at the time Martin came into my life. He is a lovely looking man, and I fully expected him to end up with a campus girl. The problem was, after he had pierced me the first time, it seemed as if a sexual demon was let loose in him. He could not and would not leave.