Janet would be so peeved at these picturesI thought; I could just see her now in court trying toexplain why she was upping her claim.Pam on the other ...and was sitting facing this youngfireman on a bench, her skirt was right up showing offher long legs. So not to be out done I dropped my hatand leaned back and kiss the hunky fireman behind mewhile Stan held me tight. Oh them lips, they were sosoft and hot and the look in his deep sapphire blueeyes as I did it, I will never forget.That’s. It doesn't matter, if its the best thing for me. It's what I want right now, and God knows it's all about me.I was cold when I said, "Show me your fingers." What?" she asked beginning to wind up."I want to see you hands and then I want to see your toes," I said shortly."You think I'm using?" she asked."Something has sure as hell come over you. I want to know what it is, yeah." I said."I haven't been using, but I don't think I'm ready for any responsibility," she said."What if I can get you into. “Whee!” he exclaimed. “What have I done to deserve that?”“I ... I had m-my annual a-appraisal today.”Her eyes were shining with excitement and joy.“And?”“I got an ‘Outstanding’!”“Oh, Grace! My precious! Well done! It was deserved though, my darling.”He swung her round kissing her at the same time. At last he put her down and she looked up at him, her eyes shining brilliantly.“I told you you were a breath of fresh air after your predecessor. I’m so thrilled and so proud of you.”Her face went. ..... I never in my worstdreams imagined this could ever happen. Paula fingered a goldchain I was wearing. It had a diamond pendant. Tom had given itto me for our 12th wedding anniversary. It was sold for $5.00. Itwas ripped off my neck, the chain breaking at the clasp, andripping my neck. Gloria told Paula to hold up my ring finger so mywedding band could be examined, "she won't be needing thattonight". It went for a few dollars. I was still kind of inshock, I was sobbing but was still.