.. like when we were dancing... I felt it even stronger. I just have... I... I just have to come out and say it. Jill... I think I've fallen in love w...th you."Jill starts to cry. "Oh, Allie... I think I've fallen in love with you, too. I've felt it for a while, too. I was afraid to say it. I was too scared to say it."Allie starts crying now. "I was afraid to say it, too, Jill. I was afraid that you might not be in love with me if I told you. I was afraid I'd lose you if I told you." I'm glad. Everything is perfect in the silence. I enjoy it for a bit, walking up and down the aisles, looking at all the people, messing around, touching women here and there. Not many women catch my attention, but there's a few. Another time maybe I'd indulge my curiosities, but my mind keeps returning to the Bitch. I have to take these feelings out on her, not these innocent chicks. On the way back to my seat, I stop in the cafe and grab a few things, why not, i'll probably make her pay for it all. Well, it didn't make a difference. We lost to Rochester in the first game. Basketball at St. Joe Valley was over for the year. Predictably, we had a huge snowstorm the second weekend of March and barely made it home from school Friday night. Dates got canceled and I was pretty bummed out that Rose and I wouldn't be spending the evening together. In person. Turns out that Rose wanted me to talk to her a while Friday night. I dragged the phone into Betts' old bedroom and silently swore to myself. ” I said, “I am just trying to help you and asking for some favor in return.” She said that she will never cheat her husband and told me that she will leave now. I said, “Okay you can go. It’s your wish but you have a whole night to think about it. Tell me about your answer tomorrow.”The whole night I was tensed thinking that what if she tells other people about it. It would be a big problem. Next day in the morning the bell rang as usual. I was in my shorts. But I had a boner today as I was a.