Saturday arrived and I rushed to finish my deliveries, unloaded, quick shower and drove my car to Eileen’s. George’s car had gone. I walked with c...nfidence up the drive to the front door, opened the door and stood inside. “I’m up here, Peter ”Eileen called. I went straight upstairs into the front bedroom. Eileen was lying on top of the bed in a black silky dressing gown.” Lovely to see you, wasn’t sure you would show up.” I slipped off my shoes and leaned over her holding her face and gave her. Shethen suggested I take off the blouse and jacket, as she took me back intoher bedroom, and handed me an old netball skirt and blouse suggesting Itry them on instead of wearing a towel, which she took off me and tossedonto the floor. By the time we reappeared, there were only a few girlswaiting for their parents, so I wished them goodnight and proceeded upthe back yard to try and hose away Carla's vomit put the chairs back andpick up any garbage lying around.I stacked the chairs up and was. Since the scrotum is going, it will make this easier and quicker. Enjoy.”She took the proffered scalpel and began cutting on the left side of the scrotum. She cauterized the wound to reduce bleeding. She reached in and got my ball in her fingers and extracted it out through the hole. She tied off the cord and cinched it tight to reduce any bleeding. Then holding it with one hand, she used the scalpel to slowly cut through everything. She made sure that she was going slowly enough that I got. " I replied, trying to sound convincing.I believed it was the only way to pave the way to figuring out what todo with my new life. I might confuse my family and friends for the timebeing, but it gave me an excuse for the things I couldn't possibly knowabout Amy. If I pretended that something traumatic happened that hascaused my memory to shut down, they'd help me re-learn about my life.Mom hugged me again and said she'd help me figure this out. There wassomething very different in her.