Aaj dil kar raha he kisi ko peetun ya sab kuchh tod dun. Papa ne bhi bahut bura bhala kaha. Uski aankh gili ho rahi thi mene uska chehra pakd kar chha...i se laga liya usko himmat mili. Mene kaha men tumhare liye kuchh kar sakti hun. Wo bola tum meri preshani sun rahi ho ye kya kam he. Or tum kar bhi kya sakti ho, men boli jo tum chaho, jase chaho tumare liy sab karungi tumare liy mar sakti hun, tumhre liy bik sakti hun usne mere munh par hath rakh diya bola nahi aesa hone se pahle me mar jaunga. I snapped out of it from Jessieand stared back at her, feeling genuine fear for maybe the only time inmy entire life.But she wasn't looking at me just then."Bobby and Billy McQueen," she started in the less angry god-like, moresinister voice. They both flinched in unison like they'd been whipped.She studied them intently for several moments."You two have been mindless followers your whole life, even though youshould have had the sense of mind to do otherwise. You should have usedyour brains. Most of the time they are either in school or outside so it’s pretty quiet. Meal times, on the other hand, are a different story, as you’re about to experience.”Tom’s words were prophetic, as supper was the usual riot of conversations in multiple languages on different subjects, all being held amid the sounds of normal dining clatter. All of them were now realizing that we hadn’t been exaggerating when we said everyone on the Estancia was at least trilingual, and that most of the kids at supper. " A ... puss ... pussy?" A pussy, yeah, but ... Let's call it a cunt until it learns to be more polite. You have a cunt. Say 'cunt'." I have..."He flicked her lips with a forefinger."Say 'cunt'" Cunt" Again. Louder." Cunt!"She could feel the tears gather in her eyes. He kept making her mad, then letting her like him, then making her feel so ... weak. When did he turn so mean? Why had she stopped fighting?"And whose is it? Who does that cunt belong to?"She was getting the hang of things,.