“No Eliz you have more to offer but I don’t know what your association has been like over these past months, but just by a casual observation it m...st not have been great”, he paused before continuing. “When we were together you were taken out to meals, upmarket coffee shops, to the movies and even a picnic. Sure sex was part of that association for on the very first evening I was here for tea you sucked me off on that very lounge and took pleasure in manhandling my balls. We fucked whenever the. The thought of kissing one, dating one, was not new to my dreams, only in my reality. If a boy asked me out I would probably go rather than become an old maid. As for anything else, we would all have to wait and see. Having lost the luxury of standing, I had to sit for all functions now. Before, at night, I had the option and could stand. Now I understood why women sometimes envied men. Sitting all of the time was turning out to be a pain in the ass. Undress, do whatever, get dressed again.. Much better.He was suddenly aware of just how beautiful the floor of the lagoon was and took a moment to drink in his surroundings. Brightly colored fish, angels and butterflies and damsels, fluttered about, generally ignoring him. A low, narrow coral reef ran for maybe a hundred feet along a ridge to the northeast. An impossible-to-describe pallette of living coral polyps, brain corals, anemones, nudibranches, shrimp, crabs, and fish made it look as if a paint truck had crashed. A moray eel. .. Oh my, oh, my, oh my! Bea, if there is anything I can do, I will do it. It’s just that every time I do try, I fuck up or something happens to make things even worse than they already were,” said Ava.“You say you haven’t seen him since before Christmas,” said Bea.“Yes, or heard from him either. Well, except Blake and I did invite him to Christmas dinner and for New Year’s Day too,” she said, “but he turned us down.”“Oh?” she said.“Yes, and since then, Blake is of the opinion that we need to.