Other times I felt elated that it was really going to happen but at no time did I even think of trying to stop it. I have no explanation of why my nee... was so important. Perhaps I was born with it; perhaps my feeling of inadequacy gradually became overwhelming but the result was the same.The evening before when we were in bed, I did express the fear that Kate might not love me as much afterwards. She told me she understood that fear but that this date was to be for sex alone, not love. She told. "Mary handed Karen a jar of red gel, and Karen startedapplying the gel to all the swollen areas of Steve's body.Then both she and Mary started rubbing the gel in deeply.Steve felt a tingling wherever the red gel was applied. Thepain subsided quickly and a feeling of warmth began toemanate from the spots where Karen and Mary were rubbing.Finally the girls were done rubbing, and Steve's pain wasgreatly diminished."Feel better?" Mary asked."Yes, I feel a lot better." Steve concurred.He touched. .I reached down between my legs and felt thatlovely tingling feeling a woman gets after a real good fucking...but withthe after effects of dried sticky cum. All, well, we all have to pay thepenalty.I got up and went straight to the shower, luxuriating in the perfumedshower gel and hot water coursing down my (almost) womanly body. I founda pink towelling bath robe hanging from the door and put it on afterwrapping the bath towel around the top of my breasts, as girls do. Drawnby the smell of. The skirt was matched by a black business suit and white undershirt, all which I imagine were from the very expensive shelf in a branded shop somewhere! We arrived at the pitch destination and I watched a true professional in action. Kat had them eating from her hand, working the clients with her knowledge and at times down right flirtatious nature, all this was increasing the respect I had for her and I still couldn't take my eyes off those long silky clad legs. Kat eventually wrapped up the.