But from the time I crawled out of my bedroom window the previous day, I didn't stop thinking about what I had just seen ... and it wasn't all terribl.... I couldn't deny that I was turned on by it too. I needed to know more. I logged onto Facebook and searched through every single one of my Mom's 347 friends, but there wasn't a single Dylan or Dillon on her list of friends. That meant I was required to search through all Dylan's and Dillon's in the Southwest Florida area: Fort Myers, Cape Coral,. He spun a tale of getting out of jail based on his good behavior and the fact that he passed several self-help courses and took vocational training. He admitted that he failed to control his desire to taste alcohol, which he hadn't had for so long. He wasn't used to it anymore, which was why he got so drunk on so little. He didn't realize how incapacitated he was when he decided to go back to the place he had been living at when he was arrested and apologize to Eva for being such a jerk. Along. It's against the rules. I go to Diane's to meet with the guys. We go to the movies first, then to dinner is the plan. While we are waiting for the guys to come over and pick us up, Diane is telling me to behave myself. He's a good church boy, probably a virgin still, like his brother. I laughed at her and said she forgot he was in college. Diane told me he went to an all boys college.They guys came and got us. We went to the movie, some horror flick. Diane and Jim were close, holding. "I love you, Kevin," I said softly. Taking a deep breath, I felt as if those simple words had lifted the weight of the world from my shoulders. So I said them again. "I love you."He stepped out into the rain and took me in his arms. Our bodies melted together.I couldn't see him through the tears. All I felt was his comforting embrace. It warded the chill away. It made me forget that we were standing outside and that I had to be back at the airport in less than an hour to catch a flight.For that.