They have said that if I love, then both the House would soon leave again. I said to my tormentors, when looking for their cash, it is in the drawer. ...ut Frank and Sascha just said, we do not want money. I will keep my mouth shut, should finally be quiet. I tried to defend myself, because I thought that if the two men want to have no money, what do the two of them from me. As it happened already, I should lie down with my back to the kitchen table, so that my head on one side of the table hung. I don't know what else you want me to do," he says and steps closer to me. "And I accepted your apology, but that doesn't make everything you've said just disappear. You fucked up, Eric. You told me that shit for years... How can you expect all of that to just go away? And did you never once think that maybe I was already thinking all of those things about myself? I killed mom and dad, I get it. No matter what you say, you're never going to not blame me. So just get the fuck out of here, and. ’ She wagged her finger at me. Gulping, I walked toward her slowly before I got within arm’s reach of her and she grabbed me by the collar, yanking me on top of her and kissing me passionately. ‘Mmm, Mr. Benson,’ she said as she pulled her mouth away from mine. ‘Yes, Mrs. Benson?’ I replied. She grinned, then rolled off the bed. I was acutely disappointed. ‘I’m gonna get a shower,’ she said. ‘Be back in a few.’ She stopped, and turned around again. ‘No peeking.’ With that, she turned and walked. And with my junk hanging out and the holes in my shorts. my body was next to naked.. my favorite girl to show off for was very verbal and used to hit all the nude male stripper joints.. there was one near us and she would come into work and be talking to the girls and mention who was working last night and I would some times hear her say "I wish I could get him to strip for us .. or to work at the strip club" and then a giggle out of the girls.. on those days I would usually put on a good show.