“My contractors are not hemmed in by the letter of the law. We will handle this, son. I promise you that we will hunt down every mother’s son that...participated in what was done to you, and we will deal with them as we see fit.” He meant it. It occurred to me that he felt personally responsible for what Hazel did to Ross, and needed to use his wealth to punish those left alive to make himself feel whole again.Deirdre squeezed in between Jeanette and me, to hug me tightly. “Terry, you can’t ever. . urges at your age."I hadn't looked directly at mum since I sat down, staring at the floor. She picked my head up to look at her."Mark, it's okay. I just want you to know you don't have to hide that from me."My eyes went wide and it took me a minute to form words as my brain tried to process what she had just said. "But isn't that something you know, I should do in private?" It doesn't have to be darling." she said, my mind was reeling. I have a confession mum said. I "masturbated quite a lot. As I turned the corner to go into the stall, a big red sign with white letters blocked the entrance: OUT OF ORDER. Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, I kept saying to myself. My heart was beating at a million miles per hour and I began to feel sick, embarrassed, and excited all at once. We had just come from the pool, so I still had my one piece on as I walked up to Sis, who was already soaping up with her back to me. Feeling very uncomfortable about stripping, I quickly undressed and took the shower. This was just fine with John, since he appreciated a woman who wiggled and jiggled, like his wife. Phoebe looked at him curiously and he explained his presence. “Hi. I was just going to make a sandwich for lunch.”Phoebe smiled at the guest. “Sure thing, no problem. I was just tidying up the pantry. What can I get for you?”“No, no, that’s all right, I can take care of it.”“No, really, let me,” she insisted. “I was just about to make something myself. What would you like?” Phoebe opened the.