”“Well she has three essential traits. She’s smart, beautiful, and you two get along.”“And she gets along with you.”“She does, but you d...dn’t know that except for Ginny.”“It seemed likely. Her being bright, having a good sense of humor and a lack of arrogance.”“Her regal bearing might suggest otherwise, especially first impressions. Part of her complexity, because it’s there and yet it barely lasts a moment before being subsumed by other aspects. Like layers. One of which is a simmering. It was a feeling that just drained all the energy from me. Because of it, I slipped almost instantly into sleep."Hello," I said into the ringing phone. It was 10PM according to the alarm clock on the night table."Hey there girl," Simon's voice said. "I know it's late, but I got you on my mind and now I can't sleep." Simon you are an ass. I was sound asleep, now I won't be able to get back to sleep," I lamented."That's a good thing. Let's go to the movie in Dobson. They have a midnight show over. .. " but she made no move to stop him. She didn't even look around to see if they were being watched. If she had she would have been reassured as the only other couples on the patio dancing were some distance away and were busy. But one set of eyes watched them intently from an upstairs bedroom.Charley enjoyed feeling her large firm breast and expertly pulled one side of her top beneath it so it lay bare in his hand. Clair thrilled as she felt him pinch and pull on her swollen nipple. She loved. You can lay silent with your mind racing, racing to the tune of regrets, doubts, fears, failures, and never agains, never wills. Or you can pick yourself up slowly and pray with desperation. That desperation will turn to passion, a passion to live. A passion to come up from your location on the ground floor and the lie that life has become. With this comes a brief elation. After all, when you’re at your lowest point, any small hope is an advance onward. What they don’t tell you, however, is.