I want to cum for you baby, I want you to watch my pussy as it clenches on my fingers. I put my arm under my leg so I don't hide anything from your ey...s.I plunge two fingers inside of myself , fucking my pussy hard as I rub my clit with my other hand.Oh baby I'm going to cum very soon. Rubbing harder and faster, my hips begin rocking into my fingers, I'm close, very close."Watch, baby, it's happening — I'm cumming just for you."My pussy clenches my fingers, I explode all over them, the cum. "I can't lose you too." No, no more words Shar. I waited and waited and you never give me even a second look. Just get out and lose my number." He went to open the door.Something in Sharin though stirred. Seeing Marcus in a new light. She whispered to him. "I can't lose you, please there must be something I can do."Marcus burst out laughing. He was just so angry and emotionally drained from his day. Sharin had done this to him so often. He just looked at her and something snapped. "Anything?. While I slid my palm around he jerked and then really quick he said, Im feelin it… Im feelin it… as he tensed up and then relaxed all over. I knew just what he felt… its what I called the feeling for lack of knowing any other term. I dont recall having even heard the word orgasm at that age. I was 9 and he was 10 and neither of us were into puberty, so he didnt ejaculate, but I felt a little wetness on my palm as he got more excited and then came, it wasnt sperm I dont think but something, just. Sat in my room for days, feeling as if the smallest movement would shatter me into a thousand pieces. Shin Bet guards stood around me, motionless and silent, sunrise to sunset. There was no communication from Yael.Eventually, I sent some of them to collect my things. Found the deed to the duplex. Signed it over to her.I wrapped things up, as best I could. Rolled up my contacts in every government department. It was their country now. They could make of it what they will.I let my security go,.