She hugged me really tight. I have never felt this close to her in a long time. Then she broke the embrace and looked me in the eye. The she did somet...ing I didn't expect her to do. She leaned forward and kissed me on the lips. Ashley's lips! I bet if someone walked in right now this would look REALLY weird."What was that for", I asked."I love you Mike. It doesn't matter what you look like", she said.After she said that, I knew she was still in love with me. She just kissed me on the lips while. Before they left, I gave Trip a box of condoms and the address of a motel where I had made them a reservation. I was very specific that I wanted Trip to give Elspeth the condoms. She would carry them and she would apply them. They both knew the theory of coitus, but neither knew the practice. To help out, I gave him a checklist of erogenous zones to inspect. If that was not enough of a map, we were in trouble.Sunday proved my worries unfounded. Trip's disheveled hair looked intentionally. "Dan added that if I was willing to try it, I should report to his home on Friday, prepared to stay the weekend. He also told me to shave myself completely from the neck down as my first act of submission to him.I nervously prepared myself shaving my body completely on Thursday night. When I arrived at his house the following night, I was trembling. Dan greeted me in only running shorts.He asked me as he closed the door behind us, "So, you ready to be my faggot boy?" I said, "Yes." Dan snapped. Plus you two would look so cute in matchingbras and panties, don't you think, Terri? Please make him a happy man."My brain was going into overtime now. My wife is telling me to keep "myman" happy, and I think she means sexually. I don't remember her keepingme that happy when I was her husband. Wow, did I think that, "was herhusband"?I really need to see that therapist. I don't know which way is up ordown. I do know I like my new emotions with Steve. I guess with all mymedicine and my teachers,.