I started at the ankle and began to bathe the top of his foot. I was just getting started when he said, "Open your eyes, Jess. Look at me. Look at my ...ace. You won't get the full benefit of this if you don't see how much I enjoy what you are doing."I looked in the general direction of his face. My tears were streaming down my cheeks again and I couldn't actually see him. He was just a blur. I could picture the look on his face, though.I moved my tongue over every inch of his foot. It was a. He cuppedeach of her breasts in his hands while he continued kissing her. Erica'seyes seemed to glaze over as her body started to tremble withanticipation."Denise, give me the lubricant," said Jack. "I think that she is readynow."Denise gave a tube of lubricant to Jack. "Erica," said Jack, whisperingin her ear, "do you remember what we talked about earlier, about using adildo on you to see what being a woman is really like?" I think I do," she said, although she was very confused about what. .. just like with all those guys, back in college.” She set the remaining scrap of burger back down and contemplated it. “All those guys.”The waitress came over to see how we were doing, and I had her clear the table and bring me the check. Sherrie sat with poise and perfect posture, watching me with an expression only I seemed to notice was mostly blank. I leaned back in my chair and contemplated what she had told me.“Sherrie,” I commanded calmly, “close your eyes.” She did so at once. “How. Ruth was shaking all over. She had never in her life bated anyone before she met Hilde. But, more important, she had never had anyone hate her as that woman seemed to. Why? Ruth asked herself. Why would anyone carry a grudge so long? What had she really done to the woman? Ruth decided that the questions were just too large for her to answer, that they involved theories and ideas that she had never come in contact with. She held her head high and proceeded on to her cabin, forgetting about Nurse.