"Wake up, why won't Iwake up, please, for the love of God."I was pulled from my self-pity by a hesitant, ginger hand on myshoulder. I tore myself away... rolling off the bed and banging my headagainst the floor, painfully. Without a sheet, I threw one arm across mychest, covered my sex with the other, then backed up against a nearbywall and brought my knees to my chin, keeping Marco in my sights all thewhile. Enough anger and hate made it through the tears to keep him atbay."Stay away," I said.. Karen asked us all to disrobe, now this was really frightening to Renee, she started to shake and spoke out loud. " I do not think I can take my clothes off in front of strangers!"Karen replied, "Its ok, no one has to do anything they do not want or are uncomfortable with. You are all here to learn and some things will take time. Just watch and do what you can. Everyone is here for the same reason and you will benefit from what you put into it." Hey sweetie, I will keep mine on too, that way. This structure took three weeks to build, not counting the digging of the cesspit under the seat. That took a week, since it had to be dug essentially by hand. They were able to use a small carapace as a shovel, but it was only useful for lifting loose dirt. Jeff had to dig with the hatchet and used the small carapace to lift the dirt into another, larger carapace to haul the dirt to the outside of the outhouse. The outhouse had been designed so that it could be moved without completely. Cool hey just thought will say hi long time she said. Nice of you I said. generally she was talking abt how her employers let her go home in afternoon and work partially from home to take care of her kid. How things were in her new house etc. Life was interesting she was saying but somehow I cud sense there was something more than social call. she was talking about how I have changed have I put on weight and all. So I asked her how she looked. Typical Brahmin Amma style big fat and benevolent.