I'd wake up early morning, wash out my ass, lube up and go back to bed with my toy sending me off to delirious heights. After an hour of so of pleasur..., I would use a hand held vibe on my cock and explode all over my stomach and slurp up all the sweet nectar. Well, this was so great but I wanted to feel even more! I found the baby I wanted with a 10" vibrating cock that at first looked like a horse schlong, but at the same time had me drooling in anticipation. I couldn't even get any more that. Getting the people for the performance was easy, as we had already made several friends who would be glad to do it just for the fun of it. The place was what I expected to be difficult, until Kara managed to secure a large conference room on the fifteenth floor for a Saturday night meeting.Kara was in her Catwoman outfit, pretty much choreographing the show. I was dressed, or undressed rather, in only my Batman cape and cowl and my utility belt. The remaining performers: Jeffrey Taylor, a male. And I will always be with you. That thought brought more tears, and it was a few minutes before I could compose myself. But life would go on, Sara would want that, I was positive. I wiped my eyes, and faced the new day...As I swam through that nightcycle into the next light, I knew that something had changed in me, forever. I found myself wanting to be with the man again, and wondered at this strange longing. We had shared a very intimate time, more than simply the rubbing of bodies together,. He knew her statistics were posted on her website, but those cold numbers meant little when face to — face. He touched it, felt the softness, and then cupped her testicles. He knew from his research than many transsexuals had them removed, but the private part of her website, access only granted to screened customers, said she decided to keep them so she could still generate heavier cum loads and more than the typical clear fluid. Again, he knew all that logically, but the feeling of it wasn’t.