I’ve had a number of boyfriends but always felt unsatisfied after having sex with them and even the roughest didn’t go far enough to bring me to a...climax and I didn’t dare go out with the real low-life men who might have used me more forcibly for fear of ruining my reputation or contracting a disease. Once I teased a boy until he spanked me, but he stopped just when I began to get aroused. I tried whipping myself with a belt and a cane and even used nettles on my cunt and nipples but again the. (Something that he had stopped doing after he had caught me looking at stuff he had downloaded once.) I opened Internet Explorer, and bingo! The last thing they had looked up was some flight info for their trip, but before that: two ladies kissing with very little clothes on. Not the hottest thing I'd discovered, but as a bisexual girl, I approved. I stroked my now-exposed vagina with a finger. I was slightly wet, so I saved the vibrator until I was more into things. Clearly my dad had been on. . laying there with that limp little dick that I knew wouldn't have been all that much bigger even if I had gotten it up... I almost got weak about that promise not to go back to black.The hotel had a busboy... well, he wasn't much of a 'boy' at all. When he had carried the bags up to our room so that my hubby could play mister macho and carry me past the threshold, I had seen that this busboy was all more like buss- MAN. I know I had promised my Mom that I wouldn't turn my husband into a fool. Robin would come and visit us often and I believe that she was my first real crush. She was a goddess, a long mane of chestnut hair, and beautiful green eyes….kind of like you actually. She was stunning. She was a big flirt and she’d make me blush all the time. I offered to marry her, but of course she told me that she would wait for me until I was a proper age. Steve was a little in love with her too,’ he laughed. Emily wished that he would get to the point and soon, because her muscles were.