What if she really was pregnant? What would that mean to him? To her, it was simple. When she'd been pregnant with Curtis she struggled to do the righ... things, and live as healthy a lifestyle as she could. She hadn't wanted to be pregnant, but she never thought about ending it in anything other than giving birth to as healthy a baby as she could.He wanted to stay with her. And he meant that in a long term way. But what if he reacted the same way Chuck had? She wasn't sure she could survive. Then I started wearing panties under my jeans to school on days I didn't have gym or sports practice. By the time college rolled around, I could drive and had put together my little wardrobe and started dressing fully when my parents were out of town for the weekends. During this time I was able to find more and more information on the Internet - both sexual and non-sexual. It seemed to me that a lot of heterosexual guys liked to dress up. With that information in hand I rationalized my. This story contains themes of Non-Consent. Please read at your own risk. This story is being released on a very rough first draft basis and will progress as such until I reach the conclusion. Once I've finished the general story line I fully intend to move back through the story and add more dialogue and more detail.)"I loved this world... but this world never once loved me... in the end, that's all there is too it."The smell of freshly cut grass melded beautifully with the smell of the pond. They were joined in a few moments by Jeff, the driver of the truck she was riding in and the two drivers from the second truck. Jeff introduced them as Matt and Brad.It was a congenial lunch, the men joking boisterously, and including her in their conversation, making her feel a part of their group as they touched on various subjects.Charity was feeling completely at ease with the four men; not once had they said or done anything untoward to give her an inkling of their plans for her. As they.