I figured you'd duck out, or at least bring someone with you." I can take care of myself, thank you." she responded coldly."Oooh, well aren't we tough... We'll see about that." Keith said as he put his pencil down."Look, if this is some lame brain attempt to screw me, you can just forget it. I'm not easy or cheap." Don't worry. It's not as simple as that." he responded. "This is a test of your endurance, how much you can handle, remember?" Yeah, I remember." she said, putting on her tough act. "A lot went bouncing around my head. For my career, it was a chance to build something and make a mark, not to mention an opportunity to work overseas. Personally, I could put a bit of distance between a lot of what had been happening with my life. And, of course, I could be with Zee in person.On the Thursday of that week, I told my director "Yes" and signed some papers. I was expected in Manila in early June. The next time I video chatted with Zee, I told her the good news. She thought I was. Michelle remaineddeeply skeptical of Dr. Mora's plan, yet she hoped beyond hope that thedoctor was right, that today would mark a new beginning in his marriage.He needed Pam more than anything in this world. He could not imaginelife without Pam, life without their four year old daughter Amy. Hecould not conceive an end to their sacred union. Season 2, Part 2"Really, Pam, you must give this a chance. Please. At least it willallow you to make a definitive decision." As she spoke Dr. Mora. Actually I knowhow she would have done. It's rhetorical. She would have won. Assumingthat she did compete I suppose. She may have skipped it on account of me.Although life was probably still going on all around me, I guess, exceptfor my life.I should be running too. But all that's been stolen from me.It occurs to me then, exactly what I've been doing these last 4 days. Inthis foreign room. In this foreign body.I really am grieving.Grieving for the life I've lost. The opportunities I've lost..