“Hey,” Drew offers simply as a greeting, and mumbled replies are offered by the group without so much as looking up from the video game. But once ...y voice chimes in with my own nonchalant “Hey” all six eyes shoot up to see who the female is in their presence. I know all of Drew’s roommates a little, so there is some level of comfort there, but I still feel some trepidation as each of them gives me the once – or twice – over with their eyes before proceeding to the small talk. “Hey Maddie! What. I was loving how this was going. It felt so crazy while out in the open with cars driving by, not that far off on the highway. Anyone looking closely out the side window as they passed by might have been able to see what was going on. I went to the car and fetched a condom, hopeful that things would keep moving along, but while I was in the car getting it, I heard a loud scream of pleasure. I looked back to them and she was leaning over the picnic table and the trucker was behind her. I will just sleep on the couch there, and you two get the bedroom.”Both girls started to tickle me, Holly saying “Pete, you are NOT sleeping on the couch! You and Linda get the bedroom, I will sleep on the couch. Otherwise, I will just end up in the bed alone anyways, and not be able to leave the bedroom because you two would probably be rutting away all night long!”We all laughed, and I nodded, saying that as usual, what we did in the room stayed in the room. But that is what we would tell her. But to be desired, to be used makes me feel special. You are probably wondering what I’m talking about. So I will start from the beginning. No one knew my name; pale and unfamiliar, undesirable a nonentity. I spend most of my days wishing I was someone else. Secretly waiting, for someone to pull me out of obscurity. It was the first time I had noticed the sun, streaks of light through the window touching my naked body. I was used to going through the motions but that morning I felt different..