I did the bare minimum to survive, andthat's it.Monday finally rolled around and I shuffled to school. I'm not sure why Iwent, except that school was ...uch a big part of my routine not going nevercrossed my mind. Not that much was crossing my mind anyway. I was justgoing through the motions, waiting for something to happen.The only time I broke out of my fog was when I went to Drama class and sawLinda,. She came up to me, and gave me a hug, and said, "well, how wasyour weekend? You considering. She is surprised when we get inside the hotel and walk right past the restaurant. When we get to the elevator, she says, “No, I’m going back.”I look at her and sternly tell her, “Stop, you agreed to come with me for lunch no matter what. You are getting in that elevator. We are going to the room I rented then we will order room service. You have talked with the other girls in the office and know what I do in my lunch hour. If you didn’t want this, you wouldn’t have agreed. Now you have cold. My dad sighed."I would like you to stay home and rest, sunshine," he said."But, dad..." Stay, read something, watch some movies," he interrupted. "Please." What about dog? Can I at least take Jarema for a walk?" I almost begged."I will call Peter to do it. You rest." You are grounding me, dad," I said. "I want to help you." I appreciate it, Julia. But you don't look well and I don't want toworry about anyone else but mom. OK?"Well, "primum non nocere," "first, do no harm". I was angry on. Aur mein v apne room chala gaya. ek ghanta ho gaya tha aur mein us scene ke baremein aankh band karke soch raha tha tabhi bath room ka door band huya fir usmein se koi nikal ne ki awaz ayi , phir mere door khul ne awaz ayi tabhi thoda aankh khol ke dekha to seema thi phir mein aankh band kar liya. seema ayi mere pass aur mere per ke pass baithi. Mera haath pakdi aur chuma , usse laga ki mein so gaya hun per mein to nahin soya tha. Mere haath pakad ke usko chum liya aur boli stupid aise kisi.