This is the longest phase to get through and is often accompanied by intense guilt after masturbation. During this time, the “guy”… err, I mean ...he sissy imagines herself undergoing (forced) feminization; however, the fantasy of being a woman or having sex with a guy (as a woman) ends with each blown load. Phase 4: Flap content runs out. Videos are re-watched. This causes subliminal messages to be internalized even further. Occasionally, a new video will be produced, but these are few and far. I went in. In the den, little Abhi in his playing pan.“Hi little Abhi, not crying today I see” I kissed the little boys’ hand.“No he is a good boy, he would not drive mama crazy again today, are you Abhi?” she said. “Come Abhay, I prepared some lemonade”. I followed her to the kitchen.After drinking some lemonade and making small talk I went to attend to the pool and mow the lawn.It was a fine sunny day so I removed my shirt and was only in my shorts, this way I can move and work freely. It was. He was about 6'2, tanned muscular body, seductive hazel eyes and dark wavy hair. "Thank you, not many nice blokes like you left these days! Think I owe you a dance or two," I said with a wink. We had our shots and made our way to the dance floor. A dance or two turned into three or four, and by this point things were heating up. I felt like we were the only two people out there. Our bodies were so close, our lips would meet but never kiss, the sexual tension was incredible. As I was grinding. Vijay informed Deepak and his wife about the unexpected development. Vijay left for Delhi that afternoon.Later in the evening Anjali strolled in and said, “Hi! DAD. What would you like to have for dinner?“I think we will order for a pizza…”“Nope. You are getting healthy home cooked food, and that too specially prepared by your darling daughter. So choose dad. Will it be mutton or fish or chicken.”“Are you joking Anjali. You probably do not know how to make a cup of tea.”“You are wrong daddy..