"Have you been thinking about what we talked about Diana?" she said asshe sat down on the bed next to me."Yes I have," I said as I set the PlayGirl do...n."Do you understand what I was trying to tell you?" she asked.''"Yes." I said as I felt a tear in my eye. "It is just so confusing. Ithought I was a boy. I know I am small and not what a lot of boys my ageare but I always thought I would grow but I am not so sure anymore." You may grow a little Diana but I think you are going to be a petite. I pushed up the panel covering the window, and looked out at the grey taxi way, my own reflection a ghostly shadow on the sealed safety glass. I saw the man move his head in the reflection, and smile knowing my skirt hem had moved up my closed thighs. The roar of the engines, the release of the brakes and the forward momentum, still gave me a buzz, as the huge lumbering aircraft sped down the runway, and gently almost gracefully, for something that should not be able to fly, lifted off the. Not lightly brushing against like before but actually rubbing against me. Don't forget to breathe, he tells me. I'm not sure what to do. Is this normal? Should I say something? Yes, I should definitely say something. His finger slips inside me and this time I respond out loud, with a sigh. No that's not what I meant to say. And I definitely didn't mean for my hips to push back against him. His finger is gone. More shuffling again. Ok turn onto your back. I open my eyes to turn over and this. Please make the regular visits somewhat longer for prolonged tests.The last line was the one that caused me great concerns is mom having sexual relationships with random men whom I did not know? Was this doctor also one of her lovers?I could only find out all about this once mom starts to open up to me regarding her sex life, and then maybe I can have my own sexual adventures in front of my own mom, or maybe she can join in in my fantasies and have fun with me. I was thinking of a plan to get.