I thought about kicking her in the face, but with my hands bound that might have been a death sentence. I noticed she was in no hurry. She took her ...weet time making sure both legs were completely immobilized. It wasn't until she was done that it suddenly occured to me what she was planning to do.I'm not the brightest person, I can admit that. If all she wanted was to escape, she could've done that. There was nothing to stop her, at least not that I could see. Instead, she had something. She spent the time pacing back and forth in her room, trying not to think about the events of the night before or imagine what might happen when she went back. Because she knew that if she did she’d be unable to resist the urge to masturbate. And even though she had done so the previous night she somehow knew that he would disapprove if she did so now. And that nagged at her too. How could he possibly know whether she had masturbated or not—and why should she care if he approved or. [I move on to describe other secret fears].I’m not gay, why do I dream of some man a head taller than me dancing to slow jazz then settling down to a cozy warm bed. LORD PLEASE FORGIVE ME!I might have been a strange kid… However, I had to acknowledge as I grew older that I did have romantic and sexual feelings for women. It just considered them strange. In fact, I wrote more about those feelings than the extremely prevalent straight fantasies I had, because they felt oddly alien in my brain. . Why did ‘they’ use that gauge then?Because the people who built the tramways used the same jigs and tools that they had used for building wagons, which used that wheel spacing.Why did the wagons have that particular odd wheel spacing?Well, if they tried to use any other spacing, the wagon wheels would break on some of the old, long distance roads in England, because that’s the spacing of the wheel ruts.So, who built those old rutted roads?Imperial Rome built the first long distance roads in.