I was going to show her some of what Lea taught me. Lea is our older cousin. We both look up to her so I know Cindy will be eager to follow if I menti...n Lea doing it. Cindy was younger than me and always asking to practice kissing saying she wanted to know what it would feel like in a few years. I know she was curious about her body and I now knew more about our bodies that I could share. That night Cindy asked me about my trip with Lea. I told her how much fun we had because Lea had showed me. "First, take off that dress. Not that it hides much, but I want to see all of the real you."Ann froze in embarrassment. He couldn't be serious. He was expecting her to strip naked right in front of him with the lights on. She could do nothing but back away from him, but it was no use. Her attempt at hesitation only made him madder."Hey, what is this shit?" he said, his face betraying the surprise he was feeling. "I thought you were gonna play ball. I can see that you need to be taught that when. But then again, Dad never really argued with Mom when she was a gorilla. Maybe that was the reason that she liked spending so much time as one. "Um... good night," Dad told me as he got up to leave. Then he paused to give me a gentle smile and rubbed my hair, just like he did normally. And even though I normally didn't particularly like that habit of his, at the moment it felt comforting. It made things seem just a little more normal. "See you in the morning son." "G'night," I told him, turning. ‘What are we going to do?’ Carmen asked with a light chuckle as fear and confusion started to overwhelm her. ‘I don’t know about you but, I’m keeping my baby,’ Stacey said as she looked up into Carmen’s eyes, silently asking for her feelings on this issue. ‘I don’t know if I could . . . ab . . . not keep it,’ Carmen said with an uncomfortable expression. ‘Look, I couldn’t stomach abortion either. So it looks like that not only have we decide to keep our babies, but that we’re stuck with each.