I think he wants you back, you should go up and see him." It's not that easy." I told her, "I don't know what I've done, he just pushed me away."Lilli...n thought for a moment, then she seemed to realise something."Oh...I think I can guess what that was about. Did he sort of push you away and not want to talk to you?"I nodded."I think I know why." She said, "He's a clever man but he can really be stupid sometimes. He should have told you." Told me what?" He doesn't want to shut you out, Amber,. Hethought about her as he masturbated every night. In hisfantasies he engineered situations where he could talk to her. His stop was thepenultimate one on the train?s route, and often they were the only two peopleleft in the carriage when he got off, so he knew that she must get off at thelast stop. He fantasized about sweeping her off her feet with his wit andcharm. But the truth was, he was not very witty, andnot very charming. He was in his early 30s and divorced. His wife had left himtwo. I did it trying to keep my husband. All I managed to do was destroy everything and everyone I love. I’m so sorry.”With that Deb got up and walked quickly to the front door and staggered, in tears, to her home five houses away.DianaAfter my dear friend left, I was in shock at what Deb had just told Mick and me.“Wow.”“Yeah,” Mick paused in thought. “I think that I’m going to go over to Deb’s house and be there for her when Paul gets home from work.”“What?”“Di, she needs her loved ones around. Something wasn’t right. I heard voices in Johnny’s lab and didn’t see anyone. Plus, my head still hurt from getting hit. The fire marshal could not find what had hit me in the head. He seems to think the fire was arson. I was seeing Chelsey since that day and we were becoming closer together. We hadn’t slept together, yet. But I’m sure it was a matter of time. She has been the happiest I’ve seen her in years. I don’t want to change that.Everyone else had just accepted the fact that it.