You've got a whole lifetime as an anatomicalwoman to look forward to. And trust me- it's worth the wait!" I giggleas Jamie departs, leaving me alone w...th my fianc?e."Nikki..." Sarah says hesitantly. "Why- um, I mean, do- do you have anyregrets? You know, about the operation..." Umm, not really," I say. "I mean, I wish it didn't hurt so much, andthe constant maintenance it needs sucks... But I've been living full-timeas a woman for over three years. I never wanted to go back to beingNick, you. Dark hair. Couldn’t be any more than… five months? Maybe? Just laying there… on that filth-covered floor. I looked around, but didn’t see anyone there. No one… just that child. I went to the bathroom, did my business, and returned. ‘The child was still there. I couldn’t… just leave the child there. Everything I’ve ever been taught told me to do something. Pick the child up. Comfort it. Stop its screams of terror with Love. ‘But I couldn’t. I’d sent my roommate ahead when they called for women. There was, however, a very strong masculine smell pervading the home. The odour wasn’t disgusting and Gareth actually found it quite a turn-on.As Jed began cleaning his hands at the kitchen zinc Gareth was very impressed with the detergent he used, because Jed’s hands looked fairly respectable once he had finished. Jed then took Gareth through to the bedroom and removed the bedspread from Gareth’s bed. The sheets, blanket, and pillow cases appeared to be clean and decent looking. When Gareth. The idea that she'd have to make decisions again soon, important life changing ones, frightened the girl. She didn't want to think. She didn't want to decide. Hell, she didn't want to do anything. She just wanted to be happy. Happy in the here and now, not some mythical future that may or may not happen if she'd just suffer a bit now. Was that so wrong?Yes, to hear Lessa and just about everybody else talk. They called her a slut. Well ... Lessa didn't call her that. Much. Lessa understood.