"I'm telling you this in friendship and to help you, just like when I told you about the Air Force recruiter, remember?" Yeah, but... what are you tal...ing about?" Don't tell people about what you do with Maggie," I advised sternly. "Don't tell anybody a damn thing. Not even me. Not even if they ask. Keep it to yourself. I know it's hard to do, I know that a guy's instinct is to share his conquests with everyone, to let other guys know he's a man. But it's a bad idea. A very bad idea."He looked. ’ Alice jumped up off her chair and picked up the brown top hat from its place of honor. Sure enough there was a distinct ring on the glass where the hat band had touched. ‘You old Bastard. Your back!’ The hat firmly held in her grasp Alice headed for the open air and freedom. ‘Mother! Where do you think you are going?’ Jack was making a halfhearted attempt to block her egress. He had always been a weak boy, physically and emotionally. Just like his father resembling a piece of origami paper. Even if they get mad at me, I don’t care. I just want to get some kind of reaction from them, which may give me more clarity.I’m knocking on the half open bathroom door. “Girls, do you mind if I brush my teeth while you are showering?” I’m holding my breath. What will their response be? “Sure come in” Katia replies. I’m breathing out. I’m shivering slightly with anticipation. I’m switching the ceiling exhaust fan on to remove more steam and pretend to fiddle with the towels on the door. I want. I was prepared to walk to the ocean and swim across it, just to try to make your problem go away, just to fix things, just to dry your tears.You cried last night because I had shared my upset about my situation with someone else before I shared it with you, the one I love. That made me so sad that I nearly cried with you. I hope you realize now how guilty I felt, and how it broke my heart. Here I was again in my dream, making you cry. In my dream, I told you I needed to hold you, and you.
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