After the military messed my mind, I couldn’t split it for multiple tasks. I still had the split-mind. This meant there was nothing I could do to ke...p my mind occupied when needed. I would get to doing something to occupy myself, but always half my mind would wonder places it shouldn’t. It made PTSD and depression unbearable.Before I know it, I look at the clock, and it is 5 am. I don’t notice how tired I am until I stop and decide to go to bed. I set my alarm for 9 am, and as soon as my head. The pledge mother started to moan. I secretly wanted to eat her even though Id never done that before. Finger your ass, slut, the pledge mother said, her face bright red. Anything you want, I said. I put a finger back in my pussy, got it wet, pumped that finger in my ass. I was going to cum soon. Im about to cum, I whispered. I gave my clit the final rub I needed, screamed FUCK as I came. Then I watched as one by one, the four girls orgasmed. Good girl! the pledge mother said. Youre a sister. "I excused myself and told Alan I'd let the time slip away, that I was supposed to be at a meeting at the bank ten minutes ago. I told him I'd see if I could find a spot for him in the warehouse, or on one of the freight trucks. I had to get the hell out of the office before I exploded, I couldn't take listening to Alan going on about Ron and Debra any longer. I stopped in at the Pig Pen, a local watering hole that I stopped at once in awhile. I felt like getting drunk as hell but after two. I returned. Now I gotta find a new guy for my shit. Andy said still frustrated. Why would you have to do that? I asked not putting it all together. Because, youre dressed like that and Little B and Marvin love white girls that like being around brothers. They will jack up the price next time unless I send you over there and let them fuck you. Andy said as he looked over at me. As much shit as you buy from them? I doubt that. I responded actually being turned on by the possibility. Shit, thats.