That’s why whenever he makes love to me, I think of you and I get fully wet and release a lot. And then he releases inside me)L: Appurim night thava...a yenna eppozhuthaavathu nenachuppelaa Manni? (Then do you ever think of me any other time other than the night?){Note – all this while as I was chatting, I was fingering her and rubbing her clit with my finger tip. And she was stroking me andfeeling my tip with her finger tips.You can imagine the pleasure both of us were having }S: Yes. Kulikkum. We hide in other ways, too. Some hide with death. I am proud of thosewho have kept their promise to me not to commit suicide. One recentlyasked me to release her from that promise. I had to tell her only if shehad a medical condition that warrants "Do Not Resuscitate." We mightalso do self harm, a "minor" form of suicide. I have heard of some of usthat cut off their testicles, or tried to. Some of us hide by havingunsafe sex resulting in gonorrhea, syphilis, or AIDS. In other words:. I thanked him, but added, “Melanie has been sick and dying since the day we met. I already knew I’d lose her. In fact, we didn’t expect her to make it to the end of the year. While the events are tragic, and the pain is deep, it’s something I’ve had time to prepare myself for.”The last piece of vegan French toast wiped up the last drop of maple syrup. I sat back feeling slightly uncomfortably full. “I hope my jeans still fit.”“You might need a suit, the President has asked for you to fly to. Vance sent me to the back to lie down and rest; it had been a long day. Tomorrow would not be any better and would be a lot more stressful. Vance had napped during the day while I was at the embassy. I checked emails and did a quick VCATS with the office; it was one in the afternoon there.I slept for two hours then I went back to the co-pilots seat to let Vance get up, stretch his legs and hit the head."BJ, it's on autopilot; if you touch any of the controls it goes to manual and you will be.