If I had stayed, would I have given in and seen where it all led? I couldn’t answer that question. But all I knew was that in the past seven nights,...I’d slept with five different guys, three of whom tormented and humiliated me. I’d just been essentially ass-raped by a man who called me every filthy, nasty name in the book. And here was Lori, so soft and gentle and wanting to take care of me. She laid back, one arm under her head and the other flopped across her chest. She closed her eyes and. But on second thought, why couldn't he have the luscious Mrs. Carmel again? Right now, if he wanted to -- which he did. It couldn't hurt the Oliss plan; all he had to make sure was that Lonnie was at the Club later. Come to think of it, what difference did it make whether it hurt the plans or not? Zeigler had already started his own machination going, one independent of the Olisses for the simple reason he had no intention of sharing the money Carmel's invention would bring to them. If the. She had stuffed her growing black curls into a shower cap,checked her razor with the intention of giving her legs a once over, andthen stepped in. As she reached to shave her armpits she was suddenlyaware of the breasts. They felt tender and sensitive, and were totallyout of place."Hormones," said Rada. "Injections every month following the Feast ofthe Moon, when you always go to sleep too drunk to notice. Oral doses inyour tea every morning. Hormones in your face cream, and your. You never know - if Beckett makes a threatening phone call,you'll have evidence to take to the police. It won't stand up incourt unfortunately, but it would convince a judge to issue a warrantif need be, and it should make the cops take you seriously and maybetake some action against him." What if he calls on my mobile?" Susie asked."There are lots of free voice recorder apps. I recommend you downloadone and get in the habit of starting it when you answer the phone."I had no idea whether.