. I can’t...” But I couldn’t complete a thought.“Don’t worry, Suzy,” She tried to comfort me by putting her arm around my waist. “All th...s isn’t for you.” Her words did comfort me and I took another step down when she added, “Not today, anyway.”I dropped my eyes to my bare feet as they went down the stairs. I wasn’t ready to see any more. My mind raced with thoughts about my daughter as I took the last few steps to the cement basement floor. Would I really have sent Tissues to this fate to save. "Exquisitely bland," I agreed with great enthusiasm, letting my tongue circle my lips."That took me back," Mom laughed. She took my hand back in hers. "I always did like spoon-feeding you. Frankly, it was such a... such an unusual pleasure." Letting go of my hand, she returned to her food. "Nothing like the breast, of course, but a sharing of sensual pleasure nonetheless."I looked down at my plate. Food? Food was the furthest from my thoughts. Mom's voice penetrated this dangerous recess. "I. I’m not saying that you don’t take him seriously but ... well, sometimes you look out for him too much.”I frowned.“It’s not as bad with you, Travis,” Matt said after he saw my face in the rearview mirror. “But I’ve seen Rick say something on Tuesday that doesn’t become a good idea until Thursday when someone else suggests it.”“We don’t do that!” Sarah said defensively. “Rick is the idea guy at work.”“I don’t see you at work,” Matt noted. “I was talking about personal lives. That’s why Chris and. Wondering not for the first time when he would stop being - well Mulder - and tell her he loved her."I wonder what sins of yours I will be blamed for this time?" she asked ironically.Mulder tried his best innocent look on her. She found her beautiful red head shaking ruefully as she entered Skinner's office."Scully they want to see you at Justice about the last autopsy you did, Room 666." She raised her lovely brows at the number. "Scully, you surely don't expect bureaucrats to read the bible?".