It’s in me and me alone. At some point I’ll know one way or another, could be any time: today, tomorrow or months away. At this moment I’m total...y drained and completely confused.”She sat looking at me in silence for a long time, and I looked at her and saw ... an ordinary girl, nothing out of the ordinary, nothing special to look at, pretty enough, healthy. However, now I knew differently. After our year together I knew she was perfection for me.And of course, immediately that feeling we had. "Once away from the dock, I suggested that Carl drive to get a better feel for the boat and he took my place and drove. I went up front across from Shirley. She asked me where my bra was. When I told her that I didn't wear one today, she said she rarely wore a bra though she said that her tits were not as big as mine. I told her that it was a little cooler and freer without my bra though I usually wore one to work. She then told me that she never wore panties. She said that it was easier for. After all, look what I am doing with my Saturday night. Baby sitting for her so she can go out and have fun.Went to see Mom and Dad. Her eye appointment is this week which is about time. She is half blind. I get so frustrated with her because her eyes have been getting worse for months and she won't do anything about it. I think it also just scares me because I see how old she is getting. Sunday, February 6, 2000I was woken up this morning by Trish giving Ryan a bj. This time he was the. ” I grinned as he looked up at me skeptically, and finally his companion spoke up.“Miss Rochester! So nice to see you again,” he gushed, and I beamed. The pretty man glanced up at him in confusion.“Senator Moore, a delight as always.” I seated myself across from the pretty man, eyebrows quirking in amusement. “And this must be Senator Barnes. Pleased to make your acquaintance. My name is Lexi Rochester.”“The proprietress, I presume,” Barnes said slowly, glancing at Moore before taking me in. “I.