I am not sure if I am a Tran sexual but I sure was crossdressing tonight. Why was I hesitating? This is what I desired right? Earlier I had spent time...getting ready over at my friend Courtney’s house. She was a hairdresser and also did makeup. She knew what she was doing when it came to making a guy look like a woman. I had been on female hormones for 4 yrs. They had caused my breasts to grow to a 38C size. I had pretty much stopped growing body hair and my balls and penis had shrunk so much. He was on a plane flying back to LAX before noon. His secretary had arranged it so he would connect to the commuter back to Avalon and be there before the sun set. Tuesday evening, he went to his favorite pub and sat at the bar. Edward was tending bar as usual, and as soon as he saw Bill sit down he approached with a small envelope in his hand. ‘I told Janice what you ask, and just before lunch she dropped this off,’ Edward said and he handed the envelope to Bill. Bill slipped his finger under. Booking theflight. You, nervous as you received the courier package with your instructions the daybefore. Your collar. Dainty. Leather. You wore it while shaving yourself that night forMe, hands trembling. An anticipatory sleep, fitful, moist.The sun is setting the next night and your plane is late. Later than late."Damn cheap "deals"...there's no such thing." I'm thinking,as I lay on the grass outside, my leather pants tight on my wet shaft, myuntucked white linen shirt covering my urge. I go. Neema and Arun, though not the traditional couple, chose to stay in one of these shacks. They really wanted to be adventurous during their honeymoon and opted for the shacks that had no fixed doors.Only a very thin transparent fabric covered the entrance, and anybody could see through. Even the bathroom, on the side of the room, had no fixed walls.It was as if the hotel management encouraged the guests to look inside the other rooms. Anybody who wanted to, could just stand by the non-existent.