” I arranged the roses in a vase and set it on the table by the front door so Scott would see them tomorrow when he picked me up and I could thank h...m. On Friday I got dressed and was ready a few minutes before seven when I heard the doorbell ring at exactly seven. Mother had told me to always make them wait a few minutes before I went down. At five after seven I walked down the stairs expecting to see Scott waiting for me by the door but he wasn’t there. I heard talking and laughing in dad’s. You react with normal fight or flight response and it weakens you while strengthening them. You fire at them and your weapons don't do as much damage as you expected so your fear and concern increases. The next shot does even less damage because you've strengthened their armor with your fear. It's a vicious circle. The more you're afraid the stronger they get. I don't know if that is normal dreaming or if that was being transmitted or sent also." I wasn't afraid, I was pissed. How dare they. The room appeared to be a bedroom with a bed and some chairs. The man started a VHS player and a sex movie started. The movie featured one woman and three guys. They were doing everything sexually possible to this woman. I was really turned on. I was seated in a chair, adjacent to the bed. The man was seated on the bed. He asked me if I minded if he played with himself. I just looked at him and made a joke about playing with me. He then got up, moved to me and stuck his hand up my. Cammie and I shared her home with Kitty and I was, if not happy, content. Cammie's boyfriend and I got along well and I was happy to attend their wedding, Kitty as the flower girl (even though she was still being carried by me). I moved out of the house I had shared with Cammie by the time she and Carl came back from their honeymoon.I brought my daughter with me almost everywhere, especially when shopping. I did witness mixed feelings in those seeing my darling daughter and it fed some of my.