It isn't love the way I love my wife and daughter but it is just as deep. Because of that love, I know she must be part of our fight. I could hold her...back and she would obey me but I can't do that to her. It would kill her if I held her back as surely as a knife or a bullet. I tried to prevent her from coming with me on this engagement. I am worried about what will happen this morning. I'm not worried about what happens to me because that's in God's hands. She's in God's hands too but I don't. Loves Daddy more than Santa Claus...lol So when his mommy leaves Daddy when he is only 6 years old, the son thinks, "I'm glad mommy is gone, Daddy deserves better and no woman is good enough for him". So the years pass, son loving his Daddy and Daddy adoring his son, however, the son starts to realize something about himself....he plays with dolls, likes to coordinate his clothes, loves to look at magazines with women all done up in fancy clothes and make-up. Daddy doesn't care and lets his. ”As she speaks a man walks through frame between the camera and her, with a Boxer dog on a leash, and heads away into the park. Bismah’s eyes follow him for a second.And why does this turn you on?“I never even knew this was real until a few years ago. I am visiting a young lady and she is full of shame. She tells me that her husband makes her have sex on the family dog and makes videos of it on his iphone. She says she doesn’t enjoy this. It makes her feel bad. I should be showing her sympathy,. I opened the fridge and got out a pre made salad. I took it to the table and ate. It wasn't good but it wasn't terrible.I finished eating and put the dish in the sink. I didn't know how to prepare for a date so I called my friend, Jenna, over. Jenna couldn't believe my hair when she arrived. She was so shocked and couldn't stop touching my hair. She told me she knew exactly what I needed and headed to my mom's room. Ten minutes later, she came out with a straightener and my mom's makeup bag..