Mmmyself" "How?" There was quizzical look on Balwant's face. "The doctor said... to do it wi ...with my ha... hands," Sonam stammered, "or, or... pump...ng, may be with someone's help." She hid her face in her hands. Balwant realised that it was taking her bahu a lot of courage to share such an intimate and private matter with her father-in-law. Sonam's voice was muffled by her hands covering her mouth and face, but Balwant could still hear her bursting into tears and say "And now ... now even. " What about children? I thought that all the women who were pushed off on James were supposed to have high nurturing and mothering skills." I don't know about that. I know that some of us did. Then again Mike traded one of his girls for me." So the girls who are left in the dorm are the undesirable ones? Not physically but mentally?" I asked, to be sure that I'd understood what she said. Annalise nodded in agreement. Her report caused me even more embarrassment. I knew that James had brought. Every morning she would get up at 5am, and start her morning routine which consisted of a healthy amount of exercise to maintain her perfect 34-29-35, followed by a very thorough set of various activities to keep up her personal hygiene, and finally a healthy breakfast. All this would magically drag the clock to exactly 8am. Now she would go to her bedroom and dress herself up for the days work. She would often admire herself infront of the dressing mirror which was much bigger then herself,. I opened the front door and stepped into the cool air, wishing I had a jacket that would fit me. Getting into my car was tricky; I turned sideways and let myself fall into the seat, and the whole car nearly bottomed out beneath my weight. My rump squeezed against the door and arm rest and my belly and breasts pressed against the wheel as I drove downtown and found a place to park two blocks from the Uptown Cafe.I had to pull myself out of the car with all my strength, falling back into the seat.