Sean told me I was special to him and I believed him… I wanted to believe that he loved me, or in time that would he learn to love me…. I loved hi..., or I thought that I loved him. He never loved me… I was merely convenient… I can’t believe that I cut my hair short for him and agreeing to that stupid pixie cut! I hate my hair short and I hated that haircut, I looked like a boy. There I go again making excuses…I did it because he was handsome, and not just handsome, he was drop dead gorgeous and. "I gave her a small smile. "Sort of strange, not having Beth here, isn't it? I mean, knowing Beth, there's no doubt in my mind that she egged you on to get into the shower with me. Right?" Right." So. What happens next? That what you wanted to talk about?" Another nod. "Well, I don't have the faintest idea what is going to happen, but I do know for sure that I liked what happened so far." I laughed and she looked at me quizzically. "Heck, Annie, what guy wouldn't like what happened? It's every. ''She might just be staying with friends.''Not likely. Roy said she always leaves a note when she's doing that. Besides, she's cleared out her wardrobes. There's not even a pair of shoes left in the house.''Seriously?''Straight up. And there's more. I've checked the company records. She's been gradually dumping her shares ever since the merger talks broke down. Clever thing to do really; I guess she didn't want to affect the share price too much. Anyway, she got rid of the last of them in. Told me that he had money, more than he knew what to do with. He wanted to get to know me first and know I liked him for him and not his money. So he then proceeded to tell me about the things he had, like his crazy beautiful house, three practically brand new vehicles and his pride possession Diversion. It was then I began to feel like I could never measure up to his standards. I pushed those feelings aside knowing nothing would ever really become of us, but being here now those feelings were.